happy birthday debora

(this video took FOREVER to load: more than 2 hrs, that i have to leave comp on for it to load)
ANWS, debora dear. this is for you (:

i bet you're like .. "??? ..."
"... why."

"there's nth to see."

"... er. okkkay."
".. "

BUT. just wait for the other video, okie? (:
the video was taken on sept 18, 2008.
i didn't forget you birthday AT ALL. seriously didn't.
and i hope you recieved my birthday wishes thru the sky/air/nature LOL.
but seriously though.
i thought of you and (: ... thought of you more!!
hahar. just a little proof that i wasn't able to be on my computer that day.
so now im no longer in LA.
i drove back to san jose lo.

5.5hrs drive by myselfff!! (>.<') even though i kinda liked it. cus i get to sing like no other. lol. DEAR DEBORA! i received your voicemail. but i have no calling card so i cant call you until i gte one k? (: I LOVEEEE YOUUUU! ALOT.

Happy TwenTEEN (:

DA CRIB

so you know, we just moved in to our new room, and starting to make our home in it (:
*please understand that we just.. MOVED IN, so, hence, that clutter.
this is the view of my room from the door:

which one is cindy's bed?
which is esther's?
and which is charlene's?

well, yea. you guessed (right/wrong)! (:

Introducing ms sheep, from the saints in Singapore.

... and the cherry coke from mango.

and the VERY USEFUL STOOL from my dearest cousins..

and the IKEA desk put together by 2 dear sisters.

i thought of an equation while they were piecing and nailing and etc the wood and all:
2 sisters + willing hearts = 1 handy brother.

it wldn't be green if there was yellow.. (;

the cluttered closet, 50% in progress.

the really nice detail of this sweater that i love.

thank you, giver (:

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l-i-s-t-e-n-i-n-g..

i miss my class. miss all the children. and their unique personalities.

=) my favourite 22months child.

was really hard saying goodbye.

*i can't post pictures of children from my intern site unless i got permission from their parents.

everyone was so precious to me.

each week, i have to submit 2 journal reports. 1) objective (observation and interpretation)

2) reflective (3-4pages)

through these journals, it made me bond with each and every child in the classroom.

each one has a different memory with me.

some who gave me a hard time helping them take their nap,

some who refuse to go for a diaper change,

some who hits other children,
some who bang their plates and throw rice all over the floor,

some who loved me singing 'itsy bitsy spider',

some who chased me all over for my camera (haha),

some who just wanted to be in my arms (* (= that's him!)

some who loved putting on my yellow crocs, (that's him, too!)

some who grabbed onto my legs and rested their head,

some who sit and listen to story telling,

some who tis and tat, this and that..! (:

anyways. i will apply myself for work-study at this childcare site in the winter. hope i get it (:

cus. im so close to most of the kids i just cant to be there to see them move on to the next milestone! it's really amazing. especially some children that i spent so much time with, soothing and comforting them, feeding milk bottles, nap time, diaper rash moments, ear infection moments,.. yea.

hrm.

you know. i got a job at this highschool as a tutor. LOL. seriously. no kidding.

i don't know why i did it, but now that i am going to be one (in the fall), it's scary.

cus.. it's just so scaryyy! my fears of being bullied (cus im so short, you know). my fears of being labelled a 'dorky asian girl'. lol. dangs.

ANWS. have to place my authority during tutoring sessions.

the director was telling me how these teens may/may not cross the line, and just want me to make sure that i draw the line between teachers and friends, yet, still, be their counsellor.

hrm.

*muse muse*

that's really scary. i mean, the thought of me, and them. sigh.

well, i get paid quite a sum for this though, (:

for sometime i've been thinking, and planning to open a business somehow.

like a small tiny one is fine. just.. anything.

i just.. really wanna be a young entrepreneur.

(;

and i need a serious partner.

am i too ambitious right here?

hrm.

just shared on Lord's table today.

just how busy and chaotic my summer has been, and i didn't have the chance to sit on the Lord's feet and listen to his word, and be filled with his life and his desire.

and then..

and then..

just enjoyed how we need to STOPPPPP everything. (that's right)

meaning: not complaining to the lord.

BUT, give thanksgiving to Him.

and, read His word, and listen.

(:

elaborate tmr!

(have to show you my new room! love it.)

yes, that's right. i've moved.

saranghae, chakeya.

i've been watching a korean reality show called "We Got Married" (:
(the only thing i look forward to these weeks)
awwwww~!
it's so touching. that one couple that ended up really liking each other.
cus. it's just so real.
hahar.
i think watching dramas really worsen my condition. lol.
)':

anws. this song you're listening to is sung by him. (:
love his voice love his voice love this deep voice this sincere full of feelings voice!
omygosh.
he totally sung for the girl this song called 'flower pot'.
and because he has to leave (for work), he gave her a flower pot for her to take care, and asked her to wait for him to come back.
Awwww~!

GOSH!
all these romantic stuffs.
every single episode.
every single minute.

(:


-something about him-

the silly me has already thought of millions and millions of things to do with 'him'.
i'm just waiting for the person!! gosh! hahar.

simple things like sharing a straww. awww! (:
drinking hot cocoa playing board games on rainy days.
taking lots and lots and lots of pictures!
piano duet!
composing our own love songs.
have to have to sing with him!
exercise together! jog jog jog! tennis bball snowboardingg!!
shop.
eat EAT E-A-T!
eating out, he cooks, i cook, both cook. yum!
travel around the world.

of course, he'll also certainly be my prayer companion.
(not him, then who?)


hahar. dramas made me go wild. xD
people tell me to wake up." 醒醒吧, 欣帝!"
but really worrr.
don't you think a guy has to know how to unlock his girl's heart?
hence, every one person is destined to be with that unique someone, cus every one is a single lock and key!

(^^') why am i so excitedd! hahar. just cannot wait to see him face to face.
is he how i imagine him to be?
does he enjoy the same things i do?
does he get p*ssed when cars honk unnecessarily?
does he like taro ice cream like i do?
does he like to travel enough that 18hrs on the plane is nothing?
does he like raw fishes like i do ^^?
does he? does he? does he play the guitar?
does he.. is he.. as corny as i am?
does he have a face that i can't help but smile at?
does he hold such a charm? that i can't even get mad at him?
awwwww!!
what is it like to fall in love?
will my heart race like there's no finish line?
will i stammer and mutter and turn tomato?
will i have that adrenaline rush like those described in high school biology?
will time.. really stop?
will everything in the background all fade away? only us 2 in the picture? (teehees!)
will the palms of my hands sweat more than a 10hr marathon?
will i .. have sth to say?
will i .. have nth to say?
will i know it's him?

(:

aww.
how i want to be in love.

37% life

just love it love it love it.
i cannot help but stare at it and take a picture.

sisters in travelling spirit.

my first bon fire in America.

the summer gift from God! (;

Things to do before further ageing:

-1) Graduate UCLA

0) FTTA

1) go to Taiwan

2) go to Shanghai

3) go to Korea

4) refinement of piano skills

also, learn to play Fantasy Impromptu- Chopin

Hence, Indonesiaaaaa!

5) Graduate school (ASAP)!

- University of Washington (Seattle, WA)

- Northwestern University

- University of Illinois- Urbana Champaign

- MGH Institute of Health Professions (Boston, MA)

- Boston University

- Teachers college, Columbia University (New York!)

I don't even know what's my first choice. hrm. just cus.. I wanna be in Boston/NY, but if UW accepts me, .... that's.. omg!

hahar.

Uni of Illinois is good, too. Top 9. BUT. there's NOTHING there except cornfields.

day #1 Corn Bread

day #2 Pop Corn

day #3 Corn flakes

day #4 Corn soup

day #5 Roast Corn

day #6 repeat day 1

day #7 repeat day 2

AND.

i'm such a city girl.

thus, i really want to choose a school in/near NY! (:

hahar. but of course, wherever the Lord may lead.

and of course, after FTTA is the answer!

wherever he wants my church life to be, and whoever he wants be to be near with.

can't wait for FTTA.

the only 2 years worth of my living on earth. just pure enjoyment of the Lord.

even though of course, aside from that i really hope to meet my dear brother.

because i told the Lord, after FTTA, i really need to have someone.

and i know he'll provide me with an answer.

3 years to go! (:

TwentyThreeYearsOld*

(wldn't it be time?)

6) Something with photography

win a contest or sth. gosh! haha.

7) Something with Interior Design

(besides my new home)

8) Language Refinement

- Mandarin

- Spanish

- Korean

Awww. There's so much to life.

i know the Lord will alter those plans, those dreams.

until then, those are my goals (: